Posted by Jason Gilbert
Hmm, that is actually a good name for a spanking story. Perhaps I will write a spanking story and give it that same title, one day. But today I have something different in mind. Time for another confession of sorts.
I had a lazy day today, really lazy and I am not proud of myself at all. I did do a little bit of productive stuff this morning, but this afternoon I did nothing and I mean absolutely nothing. I am not saying that to brag, because I actually feel like crap about it. Okay, I confess, when I said I did nothing, I was actually indulging in spanking videos and whatnot, but in a very selfish and unproductive way that leads to me feeling pretty down. So, I guess I feel like I really did nothing today, because I didn’t do much productive at all.
So, I decided I needed a good hard hairbrush spanking and much harder than the last time. 100 hairbrush spanks to my bare bottom is what I decided on and followed through with. Around the halfway mark I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to follow through but I did. I am so glad that I followed through and have to admit that it was quite the experience. Both painful and kind of pleasurable after the fact, there was a kind of endorphin rush from the whole experience.
Now, you are probably wondering, do I feel punished now? Well, no not really!! As you will hear in my reflections in the audio clips I am including with this post, I still feel this lacks the act of submitting to someone else. It lacks the stern lecture for being lazy, and it lacks the not holding back and really letting me have it both verybally and with a good hard bare bottom spanking!!
Anyways, for now self spanking is all that I have. It is sorely lacking, there is no denying that, but for now it is all I have. I wanted to share this spanking with you and my reflections on it. As I sit here now on a bottom that isn’t very sore anymore, I realize that I am going to need to really push myself for self spankings a lot harder than I am. And I am also going to need to keep looking for a spanking partner, because I desperately need that dynamic.
I have three audio files to share with you. The first one is my reflections on my lazy day and my earned spanking:
The second clip is the spanking itself
And the third clip is my reflections after the fact
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